Tried to finish my project this weekend. I didn't. But that's ok. Woke to Bobby Darrin's Splish Splash which is such a feel good song. Had a 4ish km run on Friday which was tough, I don't know why. Went for another on Saturday which was just as shin-splintering. I guess some days are just better than others...
Watched Troy, ordered out and pretty much chilled. Most of my Saturday(the productive part) was spent in Java - must have blown my mind as after the first question, I was really I over it. I guess it's just the time it takes to follow every single minute instruction that I need to which is boring. I guess it has to be done but not by me, then - it'll have to be done today and tomorrow. that's ok.
Read some more ZAMM(Zen And the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance ) last night before bed. I probably understand 60-70% of Pheadrus's investigation into Quality and its relations with object and subject. It's interesting because it's not me thinking, it's someone else thinking with their heads in the clouds, not mine.
That said, I've brought my other bath-time book with me into the office today, Atlas Shrugged - its huge, it's interesting and thus far, less philosophic than ZAMM but I think it's going to go haywire as I read it - which is probably why I want to read it some more. 'God knows' is ripping my intrigue to pieces and exposing the Borden to which I struggle to overcome with this novel. My mother says she loves this book - different strokes for different folks, I guess.
Had momentary glimpses into my future or at least has thoughts about the next steps on this programmers path and I wondered where I want to be in perhaps 2 years time. I know that at the end of this year, I will have been in England for 5 years. I believe it. It's been great, empowering, self-developing. Everything is possible.
I also had a look at the next opportunity to have a Bungie jump and to my dismay and excitement - its possible to do one in London or just travel to it. I'm both scared and excited by this. Half of me says it's stupid, the other half says, do it I once while you're young...at least do it. The other is Sky Dive. I'm less worried about sky diving be because I'd go attached to someone else - Bungie jumping I'd want to do alone. That's frikken scary.
Watched Troy, ordered out and pretty much chilled. Most of my Saturday(the productive part) was spent in Java - must have blown my mind as after the first question, I was really I over it. I guess it's just the time it takes to follow every single minute instruction that I need to which is boring. I guess it has to be done but not by me, then - it'll have to be done today and tomorrow. that's ok.
Read some more ZAMM(Zen And the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance ) last night before bed. I probably understand 60-70% of Pheadrus's investigation into Quality and its relations with object and subject. It's interesting because it's not me thinking, it's someone else thinking with their heads in the clouds, not mine.
That said, I've brought my other bath-time book with me into the office today, Atlas Shrugged - its huge, it's interesting and thus far, less philosophic than ZAMM but I think it's going to go haywire as I read it - which is probably why I want to read it some more. 'God knows' is ripping my intrigue to pieces and exposing the Borden to which I struggle to overcome with this novel. My mother says she loves this book - different strokes for different folks, I guess.
Had momentary glimpses into my future or at least has thoughts about the next steps on this programmers path and I wondered where I want to be in perhaps 2 years time. I know that at the end of this year, I will have been in England for 5 years. I believe it. It's been great, empowering, self-developing. Everything is possible.
I also had a look at the next opportunity to have a Bungie jump and to my dismay and excitement - its possible to do one in London or just travel to it. I'm both scared and excited by this. Half of me says it's stupid, the other half says, do it I once while you're young...at least do it. The other is Sky Dive. I'm less worried about sky diving be because I'd go attached to someone else - Bungie jumping I'd want to do alone. That's frikken scary.