This is not rainy

This is not rainy

Man, I'm late. I watched Louis Theroux last night past the zero and as a result - I'm pretty famously late for work. It's pretty amazing how we cut steps when we are late. For instance, i don't have breakfast, I were that shirt that doesn't really go (but it's a shirt) and I don't really care about which way your hair is pointing or if it's pointing at all! I grab two socks - if they are mostly the same(there is no time!) - that's good enough. I leave the ironing board - it's out of place when I leave - but looking back, it seems to represent a kind of calmness in the room. Shoes flew on, wallet, keys, earphones all in one movement.

So that's how late leaves me. Pretty essential. And you wonder if essential based on this time constraint makes you more efficient - you pick only that which is nessesary? Compare that to doing planning, pacing oneself - goes this smack of inefficiency? Can we use tests like these to produce models that can help us prioritize in a situation where careful consideration is nor possible but which the outcome is essentially useful?

Anyway.

I love it, its raining. I love the sunshine but for a strange unfathomed reason the rain I kind of like the most - funny enough I watched a documentary about experimental psychology where one of the mechanisms discovered was that you could learn and associate fear with objects and that the remedy was to expose yourself to those fears routinely enough to get used to them until the fear is on average dulled due to regular exposure, and ultimately becomes manageable that it appears not to be an obvious issue. On a very simplified parellel ,it may be that I have conditioned myself to enjoy and like what I cannot rid myself of - Rain.

When you deconstruct your behaviour and perhaps adaptions like this, it seems quite hollow abd revealing however, the mind and Human behaviour is quite tremendous machine - human prevalence on Earth is testimony to this. We are capable of this.

The interesting thing is, I think really that I do quite enjoy the rain anyway, might be due to the above psychological adaptions or generally affinity with rain(how strange?) which is a benefit because I don't feel negative about it - I prefer being positive as much I can hope for and there is usually a lot of rain.

The end. (He gets the girl and lives hapily ever after)