A weird revelation became apparent to be today. I don't get lonely - ever. Not even bored. I just go on, get on, I don't really ever feel that I'm alone or that I need something.

Maybe that's because I was an only child at home(this sounds like a good reason I'm thinking...). So how I realised this was that i was pirched on my sofa, just finished playing a game on XBox(I won by the way :-)) and pulled my laptop out, stuck some music on and while I'm listening to it - and it came to me.

So what now? I dunno? Means nothing to me. Should it? Do I think so? Well i kinda am writing about it, so i guess i dont know for sure... But if i had to give an instant, instinctive reflex call on it, id probably say no. I don't think there is anything wrong with it. I do everything myself, my rules, my wants, my ambitions.

anyway, I think I'm pretty damn cool with that. I suppose I guess you look around at what everyone is doing and you compare yourself.

I guess I should hope that I never feel bored or lonely. Interesting thought though, you know psychologically...

Straight jacket please! thanks- oh wait, this ones too small...